look at me now mum 'what paddy how come?' look what I stole a Ford Falcon four thousand bucks with four ounces in the poor cowards four couches it took under four hours looky lookily! in his wallet! there! sanding floor vouchers! i always grab a bargain and look for cheap prices Yes my hotel is hostile, i now know what sea lice is! im independent now mum arent you delighted?! it aint my mate you blamed, im the ice head they were my jet lighters next to the pipeses! i live with a hooker and her 8 kids here baby let me light it *she got on the stab with kenny Cus she found where i stashed my pennys while i was in the lab in Long Jetty cookin' up before i go out and grab a granny look mum i even have a twenty to grab some petty i'll swap my plates with this faggot eddie 'look matt and neddy grab the jerry!' im sorry mum im sick of the pocket money Im 30 years old now I know you often worry when you drink and smoke your scotch and durrys im selling pot and mushys no need to drop off the shopping next to Kibble Park theres lots of slurries and durries hey don't enable me, don't be trusting! dont let me take cash! check the dockets! check the dockets! trust me when i say trust me trust me not to trust me fuck mum i ran out of lighter fluid i hit the dutch a bit too much give me a bump, my room mates a fuckin shit cunt thanks mum! haha! *the hooker not mum

i hobble away from empty bottles drown a sorrow tomorrow's 'get clean day, todays borrowed she wattles back and forth I feel horrible with a barrel filled with liquor, I breathe it in with a swallow the girl in her tummy is born to love me but I'm worried my habits are gonna get one on me I've got a problem often I'm knockin on walls cus I'm a Genie trapped in a Carlton bottle I can't be bothered to grant wishes, the magic I've lost it My mind wanders that's why I can't sit still You aint boring babe, it's the way I'm wired, just get drunk, just get pills! I fly past the weekend until it becomes every evening The pest is deceiving the natural leaflings and I'm watering the habits that I should be weeding You're at home sleeping while I'm out peaking No eating, nose bleeding. Please let your love defeat these demons and see me Yell 'me!' Slap me, break plates, keep me weeping just please don't leave me.. (Chorus) only love can save me now please baby hold me Fuck the card dealer I'm sick of folding don't let go hold me, please don't let go only love can save me now please Jenny hold me Fuck the card dealer, I'm sick of folding don't let go, hold me, please don't let go (Audrey Laughing) I'm running in circles thinking how the fuck am I gonna win you back!? I'm sorry to hurt you everytime we fuckin interact I put down the purple to pick up Audrey to burp till she has a pleasant sleep I wanna be a nerd too for my kid I'll be Erkle so you're not in bed in weeps No more heavy feet When I walk the path my sobriety grows so much but it's so fragile at the slightest touch it sheds it's leaves Now everything's green like grass 'the new life': I'm climbing up I board with a pass we all laugh in our bed in a tree, in glee I singlely found a way to keep my body tingling No more mingling with dealers and blow ins drinking in pubs. I threw the kindle in the fire with those ripped up pages I'm courageous to some, others outrageous But the new me with the family's fuckin amazin (repeat chorus) Audrey dad dad dad dad Dadadadadada Very good Daadadadadad Ok

I gather all that matters and all that happens Put in a pattern, a habit and then I try to fathom But I can't breath in such dwellings My eyes can't even make out the fish, I just know somethings smelly The kettle whistles as I mull it over The meds put me in a lazy state and I can't be fucked sober Jagged thorns stab my eyes when I have a tiny glimpse of her jungle But I get like this - puzzled Feelin' hustled I stumble, I accost her but all I hear is muffled Plus I mumble I'm no detective, I'm too dyslexic, slow memory, so in the dark I'm kept in (Chorus) Did you cheat on me? Just be honest just be honest We're both sobbin as we're huggin out our problems Did you cheat on me? Just be honest just be honest You could've easily, these truths you keep 'em from me I ask her questions but she's too quick To turn on tears or shes bad tempered, her answer: plain refuse it Test my patients Investigations No friends get me statements No explanations Just her cries of wrath and then we fuck I drop the case Cause it's always: 'you're just off ya face!" She punches threw me chest, grabs my heart and just confiscates 'Can't you see while you're leading me away from the truth You're pushing me away from you? We can work on it, whatever it is just stop it If you just this once explained, I'll stay I promise Did you cheat on me? Just be honest, just be honest I'm at my lowest sinkin to the bottom You try to hug me I wanna vomit Ok it's me I'm just psychotic, I'm sorry I lost it, the ice I'm on it, ok I'll stop it' (Repeat chorus)

Everything is fucking fake hoe Every fucking chick is unfaithful Girl I ain't here to fucking save you Nothing's sacred, I hate it, that's why I'm unstable Everything is fucking fake hoe Every fucking chick is unfaithful Girl I ain't here to fucking save you Nothing's sacred, I hate it, that's why I'm unstable Every fucking chick I met turned on me Whether it be for money, power, image, it's a certainty Girl I fuckin loved you The only person I ever lent my trust to Fuck you! There's no one to point the gun to but you You say you didn't cheat, that's untrue This isn't something you can just undo Steal my drugs? too bad I kicked em like kung fu Take the car, the house, take the fucking sun roof Now we're separated after shits escalated I've been in these 'ups and downs' like escalators Every step I take it's like I cant breath - you're the respirators I stay glued to your Facebook vegetated, stress and faded My love for you's shown in everything I done for you You leave when you know I'm near so I don't run into you You're outta my head - good! It's over! Understood! Then you're brought up and you're back - good? nah fuckin wonderful! Every fuckin cunt is a fake foe Every fuckin mate is ungrateful It's fair to say I fuckin' hate 'use' Nothin's sacred in mateship that's why I'm unstable Every fuckin cunt is a fake foe Every fuckin mate is ungrateful It's fair to say I fuckin' hate 'use' Nothin's sacred in mateship that's why I'm unstable Every cunts a fake? Fuckin oath Everyones a mate when you got money but when you're fucking broke They won't give you a fucking smoke when you're runnin low When youre on top. "ON TOP?" You don't know? Fuck it bro They'll back stab, set you up, rob ya like a sudden blow "SUDDEN BLOW?!?" It's funny though, it ain't a sudden blow You seen it comin though - when him and ya chick went missin - when they're swimmin in the liquid they're drinkin They need another pipe, another line, another pill Be prepared to folk it out for ya brothers bill If they don't pull weapons on ya other muthafuckas will When you see shits missing - the fuckers in your tilt But when you're cashed up you don't give a fuck When your broke you'll know you gived it up, lived it up, you fucking pissed it up And fuck society when you're poor you're a parasite And when you're cashed up you're at least havin ties with the baddest guys And that's just fuckin' the way life is TRUST NO ONE Everyone is fake Don't make the mistake

Do you still love me? I always drug me I pushed you away Will you ever again hug me, again Was your heart just a lend Now we're just two friends I look at you when You're asleep and I can't believe we've hit end Do you think I'm ugly? The drunk me The drugged me It's all over, will you ever again fuck me? You said I destroyed our family I just kept quiet And I know you understanded me I knew you were right Tears flowing from both our eyes The drugs, the benders, the lies I can't do nothin' but apologise Over and over as I cry I'd yell why, but I know why You needed help with our daughter and I'm scattered all week Recovering From getting high and sinking piss Or I'm stoned and too anxious to think The next and the next and the next week My patterns are on repeat I gove up the speed and I gave up the weeds But it's too L-A-T-E But my broken heart beats When was it you fell out of love? Was it when I lied when I took drugs? Was it when I was too out of it for hugs? Was it when you first gave up? Is there someone else? It's bugging my mental health If there is I hope you're happy But that won't stop me I'll have to clap him After that I'll call it quits Leave you alone I won't give you the shits Is part of it my lack of trust? My other ex girl lied and it fucked me up Maybe I remember her patterns and I see the same in you I guess I inflict my pain on you I guess it comes with being insane, what's true? Do I imagine the patterns like when you try to fathom my habits and I lie and you're not sure what happened? Am i your karma? Do I justify it farther? Do we make each others lives harder? Am i shit at rappin? The only time I know you listened Was when you showed me the door and my arse got a kickin While I crashed on my mums couch You messaged me my lyric like you figured me out The one I rapped about us when I was really down Is the cunt on my face backwards? Do have all this wrong? Do you remember when we both wrote love songs?