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"look at me now mum!"
02:01
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look at me now mum
'what paddy how come?'
look what I stole a Ford Falcon
four thousand bucks with four ounces
in the poor cowards four couches
it took under four hours
looky lookily!
in his wallet! there!
sanding floor vouchers!
i always grab a bargain and look for cheap prices
Yes my hotel is hostile, i now know what sea lice is!
im independent now mum arent you delighted?!
it aint my mate you blamed, im the ice head
they were my jet lighters next to the pipeses!
i live with a hooker and her 8 kids here baby let me light it
*she got on the stab with kenny
Cus she found where i stashed my pennys
while i was in the lab in Long Jetty
cookin' up before i go out and grab a granny
look mum i even have a twenty to grab some petty
i'll swap my plates with this faggot eddie
'look matt and neddy grab the jerry!'
im sorry mum im sick of the pocket money
Im 30 years old now I know you often worry
when you drink and smoke your scotch and durrys
im selling pot and mushys no need to drop off the shopping
next to Kibble Park theres lots of slurries and durries
hey don't enable me, don't be trusting!
dont let me take cash! check the dockets! check the dockets!
trust me when i say trust me trust me not to trust me
fuck mum i ran out of lighter fluid i hit the dutch a bit too much
give me a bump, my room mates a fuckin shit cunt
thanks mum!
haha!
*the hooker not mum
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"SAVIOUR"
03:46
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i hobble away from empty bottles
drown a sorrow tomorrow's 'get clean day, todays borrowed
she wattles back and forth I feel horrible with a barrel filled
with liquor, I breathe it in with a swallow
the girl in her tummy is born to love me
but I'm worried my habits are gonna get one on me
I've got a problem often I'm knockin on walls cus I'm a Genie trapped in a Carlton bottle
I can't be bothered to grant wishes, the magic I've lost it
My mind wanders that's why I can't sit still
You aint boring babe, it's the way I'm wired, just get drunk, just get pills!
I fly past the weekend until it becomes every evening
The pest is deceiving the natural leaflings and
I'm watering the habits that I should be weeding
You're at home sleeping while I'm out peaking
No eating, nose bleeding. Please let your love defeat these demons and see me
Yell 'me!' Slap me, break plates, keep me weeping just please don't leave me..
(Chorus)
only love can save me now
please baby hold me
Fuck the card dealer I'm sick of folding
don't let go hold me, please don't let go
only love can save me now
please Jenny hold me
Fuck the card dealer, I'm sick of folding
don't let go, hold me, please don't let go
(Audrey Laughing)
I'm running in circles thinking how the fuck am I gonna win you back!?
I'm sorry to hurt you everytime we fuckin interact
I put down the purple to pick up Audrey to burp till she has a pleasant sleep
I wanna be a nerd too for my kid I'll be Erkle so you're not in bed in weeps
No more heavy feet
When I walk the path my sobriety grows so much but it's so fragile at the slightest touch it sheds it's leaves
Now everything's green like grass 'the new life': I'm climbing up I board with a pass we all laugh in our bed in a tree, in glee
I singlely found a way to keep my body tingling
No more mingling with dealers and blow ins drinking in pubs.
I threw the kindle in the fire with those ripped up pages
I'm courageous to some, others outrageous
But the new me with the family's fuckin amazin
(repeat chorus)
Audrey dad dad dad dad
Dadadadadada
Very good
Daadadadadad
Ok
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I gather all that matters and all that happens
Put in a pattern, a habit and then I try to fathom
But I can't breath in such dwellings
My eyes can't even make out the fish, I just know somethings smelly
The kettle whistles as I mull it over
The meds put me in a lazy state and I can't be fucked sober
Jagged thorns stab my eyes when I have a tiny glimpse of her jungle
But I get like this - puzzled
Feelin' hustled I stumble, I accost her but all I hear is muffled
Plus I mumble
I'm no detective, I'm too dyslexic, slow memory, so in the dark I'm kept in
(Chorus)
Did you cheat on me?
Just be honest just be honest
We're both sobbin as we're huggin out our problems
Did you cheat on me?
Just be honest just be honest
You could've easily, these truths you keep 'em from me
I ask her questions but she's too quick
To turn on tears or shes bad tempered, her answer: plain refuse it
Test my patients
Investigations
No friends get me statements
No explanations
Just her cries of wrath and then we fuck
I drop the case
Cause it's always: 'you're just off ya face!"
She punches threw me chest, grabs my heart and just confiscates
'Can't you see while you're leading me away from the truth
You're pushing me away from you?
We can work on it, whatever it is just stop it
If you just this once explained, I'll stay I promise
Did you cheat on me? Just be honest, just be honest
I'm at my lowest sinkin to the bottom
You try to hug me I wanna vomit
Ok it's me I'm just psychotic, I'm sorry I lost it, the ice I'm on it, ok I'll stop it'
(Repeat chorus)
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Everything is fucking fake hoe
Every fucking chick is unfaithful
Girl I ain't here to fucking save you
Nothing's sacred, I hate it, that's why I'm unstable
Everything is fucking fake hoe
Every fucking chick is unfaithful
Girl I ain't here to fucking save you
Nothing's sacred, I hate it, that's why I'm unstable
Every fucking chick I met turned on me
Whether it be for money, power, image, it's a certainty
Girl I fuckin loved you
The only person I ever lent my trust to
Fuck you! There's no one to point the gun to but you
You say you didn't cheat, that's untrue
This isn't something you can just undo
Steal my drugs? too bad I kicked em like kung fu
Take the car, the house, take the fucking sun roof
Now we're separated after shits escalated
I've been in these 'ups and downs' like escalators
Every step I take it's like I cant breath - you're the respirators
I stay glued to your Facebook vegetated, stress and faded
My love for you's shown in everything I done for you
You leave when you know I'm near so I don't run into you
You're outta my head - good! It's over! Understood!
Then you're brought up and you're back - good? nah fuckin wonderful!
Every fuckin cunt is a fake foe
Every fuckin mate is ungrateful
It's fair to say I fuckin' hate 'use'
Nothin's sacred in mateship that's why I'm unstable
Every fuckin cunt is a fake foe
Every fuckin mate is ungrateful
It's fair to say I fuckin' hate 'use'
Nothin's sacred in mateship that's why I'm unstable
Every cunts a fake? Fuckin oath
Everyones a mate when you got money but when you're fucking broke
They won't give you a fucking smoke when you're runnin low
When youre on top. "ON TOP?" You don't know? Fuck it bro
They'll back stab, set you up, rob ya like a sudden blow
"SUDDEN BLOW?!?" It's funny though, it ain't a sudden blow
You seen it comin though - when him and ya chick went missin
- when they're swimmin in the liquid they're drinkin
They need another pipe, another line, another pill
Be prepared to folk it out for ya brothers bill
If they don't pull weapons on ya other muthafuckas will
When you see shits missing - the fuckers in your tilt
But when you're cashed up you don't give a fuck
When your broke you'll know you gived it up, lived it up, you fucking pissed it up
And fuck society when you're poor you're a parasite
And when you're cashed up you're at least havin ties with the baddest guys
And that's just fuckin' the way life is
TRUST NO ONE
Everyone is fake
Don't make the mistake
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"do you still love me?"
03:00
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Do you still love me?
I always drug me
I pushed you away
Will you ever again hug me, again
Was your heart just a lend
Now we're just two friends
I look at you when
You're asleep and I can't believe we've hit end
Do you think I'm ugly?
The drunk me
The drugged me
It's all over, will you ever again fuck me?
You said I destroyed our family
I just kept quiet
And I know you understanded me
I knew you were right
Tears flowing from both our eyes
The drugs, the benders, the lies
I can't do nothin' but apologise
Over and over as I cry
I'd yell why, but I know why
You needed help with our daughter and I'm scattered all week
Recovering
From getting high and sinking piss
Or I'm stoned and too anxious to think
The next and the next and the next week
My patterns are on repeat
I gove up the speed and I gave up the weeds
But it's too L-A-T-E
But my broken heart beats
When was it you fell out of love?
Was it when I lied when I took drugs?
Was it when I was too out of it for hugs?
Was it when you first gave up?
Is there someone else?
It's bugging my mental health
If there is I hope you're happy
But that won't stop me I'll have to clap him
After that I'll call it quits
Leave you alone I won't give you the shits
Is part of it my lack of trust?
My other ex girl lied and it fucked me up
Maybe I remember her patterns and I see the same in you
I guess I inflict my pain on you
I guess it comes with being insane, what's true?
Do I imagine the patterns like when you try to fathom my habits and I lie and you're not sure what happened?
Am i your karma?
Do I justify it farther?
Do we make each others lives harder?
Am i shit at rappin?
The only time I know you listened
Was when you showed me the door and my arse got a kickin
While I crashed on my mums couch
You messaged me my lyric like you figured me out
The one I rapped about us when I was really down
Is the cunt on my face backwards?
Do have all this wrong?
Do you remember when we both wrote love songs?
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"outro pat speaks"
01:29
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